Walking The Path Ch. 02
I've taken this next series in a new direction and not everyone will like it. This series will continue to feature, creampies, chastity belt usage, sissy themes, lesbian encounters, dom/sub situations and of course, lots of messy sex (the best kind).
I want to thank everyone who continues to read this series. I especially want to thank those of you who have emailed me or provided feedback. I really do appreciate it.
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"The party's on Friday night." Nicole smiled at me. "Jasmine can watch April and I will head over to Collin's right after work. You can come over when you're ready." She paused briefly. "Collin's having it catered and he'll have a full bar, with Scotch." She added that last part with a wink and a smile.
"Cool. Sounds fun." My response was lame.
A party at Collins house sounded fun though and I'd get too hang out with John. The guy was a cool dude, but I didn't know if I could handle seeing Nicole posing as Collin's girlfriend. Actually she wouldn't be posing, because as things stood right now; Nicole was his girlfriend.
"Are you ok Nick?"
Nicole's voice drifted softly into my thoughts and I looked over at my wife.
"I'm not sure baby. Honestly, I'm worried this relationship has gone too far." I shrugged my shoulders. "I mean, I'm wearing a chastity belt and panties and you're going to a party as some other guy's girlfriend."
Nicole just looked over at me, so I continued.
"Baby, I'm just worried. Where is the finish line with this relationship? At what point do we say enough?
"Nick. Do you want to stop? Do you want me to stop seeing Collin?"
"I don't know Nicole, maybe. Would you stop seeing him?"
Nicole looked down at her lap, her body became very still as she dealt with the 800lb pink elephant in the room. Finally, she looked over at me.
"Yes Nick. I will stop seeing Collin, if that's what you want."
"Really?" I looked at her doubtfully. "C'mon Nicole, seriously. Will you stop seeing Collin?"
"Nick." Exasperation colored her voice and she glared at me. "Yes, I will. Now stop being a jerk, you jerk."
"Nicole listen. We started this because you wanted a boyfriend and I was willing to go along with it, as long as it didn't affect our marriage or our kids."
"So?" My voice started to rise. "Can you honestly say it's not affecting our marriage? I'm in a chastity belt and panties for god's sake."
"Nick, calm down." Nicole's hands braced themselves against my chest. "Please let's just talk, honey."
A deep, slow breath ran through me and managed to slow my heart rate to just below heart attack zone. I nodded back at Nicole.
"Ok. I will stop seeing Collin Nick, if that's what you want. I don't want to lose you or lose our marriage. Please believe me baby."
"Nicole, I do believe you."
"Good. Now, do you want me to stop seeing Collin?"
Nicole looked at me intently, while I pondered the answer to that question. I know a lot folks reading this story are probably yelling, "Hell Yes", but it's just not that simple. Nicole was happier than I'd seen her in a long time and, as a couple, we were as happy as we'd ever been together.
Sure, I wasn't getting as much sex as before, but honestly Nicole and I were closer, more intimate with each other now. It also wasn't necessarily true, that I was getting less sex, because while I wasn't cumming inside her, I was having more oral sex than before. Nicole was also more satisfied with the sex we were having now, and honestly, so was I.
This new lifestyle challenged Nicole and I to be honest with one another. It also required us to be honest with ourselves, which wasn't easy.
"I don't know Nicole."
"Ok. Then what worries you about our relationship with Collin?"
I ran my palm across my face, because this was more than a little embarrassing for me. Nicole sensed my mood and she leaned against me, stroking my face softly.
"Baby, please be honest with me."
"Nicole, I worry about everything. Are you getting to close to Collin? Will he replace me in your life? Will you leave me for him? Is it only a matter of time before Collin takes over my role in your life and our daughter's life? Do you want to have my child or his?"
I raised my hands as I recited each question and then finally dropped them in exasperation.
"Ugh!!! I'm conflicted and worried and anxious and well...fuck!"
Nicole reached her arms around me and hugged me tightly; I felt her body shudder with tears as she held me close. We held each other for a while, just enjoying the closeness of our bodies and the intimacy of the situation.
"Nick." Nicole pulled away slightly and looked at me. "I'm sorry. I sensed that you were conflicted, but I thought that conflict was a big part of the excitement for you."
"It is Nicole." I sighed again and stared at the ceiling. "It's hard for me to admit it, but I am excited by this relationship and the conflict is a big turn-on for me."
I'm pretty sure my face blushed to a completely new shade of red. My eyes found the ceiling when I made that admission, but I looked over at Nicole as I finished. She smiled at me encouragingly.
"I just don't know where the line is Nicole. At what point do I stop being your husband, the man that you love and become this wimpy cuckold that you simply tolerate? How can you respect me now? When do you leave me for Collin?" I paused and then added sarcastically. "You know, the guy who's rich, handsome and very single?"
"Nick. How many times to I have to tell you that I love you and I will never leave you?"
"Let me finish Buster!"
Her voice took on a note of anger that I knew well. I quickly fell silent because I really didn't want to take an ass kicking.
"I've been honest with you from the beginning. Yes, I love being with Collin, but I'm not 'in love' with Collin. I'm in love with you Nick."
"I'm not finished Nick. So close the hole under your nose."
My teeth came together and I nodded back at the sexy, but angry hotwife next to me.
"I've talked to Collin about this several times Nick. I do enjoy being with him. He's fun, he's exciting and we have a great time when we're together."
Nicole reached over and grabbed my hand.
"Nick, you need to know that I'm also very honest with Collin. I've told him on several occasions that I won't leave you and he agrees with me baby." She squeezed my hand gently. "Collin has never once indicated that he wanted me to leave you and he's always been very careful to be respectful of our family."
I simply stared at Nicole, unsure if she was finished or not, which prompted a little laugh from her.
"Wow, I've trained you well." She giggled. "You may speak now."
I laughed with her.
"Ok. First, I love you and I can't live without you Nicole. I need you in my life, it's just that simple."
"I love you too Nick."
"Second, thank you. I can't tell you how much I need to hear this type of reassurance from you. It's extremely important to me, because if I don't hear this kind of feedback, all I'm left with is worry and doubt."
"You're Welcome." She squeezed my hand again. "I'll do a better job of reassuring you in the future."
"Finally, please help me understand why I'm wearing panties." I motioned to my waist. "I get the chastity belt, but I don't understand the point of wearing panties."
Nicole smiled at me, leaned forward and kissed me.
"Nick, you're not the only one who is learning to deal with this relationship."
"What do you mean?"
"Honey, Collin and I want this to be fun and exciting for you as well, but remember Collin has never been in this type of relationship. His marriage lasted almost two decades."
"Well, he's always been a dominant personality, but he's never been able to express that outside of his business. Our relationship is the first time he's ever been able to open that part of his personality in a personal relationship."
"I see." I said.
"In my case, I really enjoy it when he takes charge, so it's great for me. I really like that part of his personality."
She looked over at me with a note of caution.
"Don't worry though Nick. I've told Collin that I'm not comfortable with anything painful or being physically restrained by ropes or other bondage." She laughed. "Fortunately he's not into that either."
"I get it Nicole, but what's that have to do with me."
"Collin told me that you two discussed him taking a leadership role in our relationship. As part of that leadership role, he wants to control our sexual interactions. You've already agreed to obtain his permission to have sex with me." She laughed a little. "He really likes that by the way."
"Hey, great. I'm glad I can help Collin."
Sarcasm dripped from each word, but Nicole either didn't catch it or decided to ignore it.
"The chastity belt is to control both of us really. Collin knows that I would probably let you have sex with me, if you asked or if I got horny."
"And the panties?"
"Nick, the panties are a way to solidify your role in this relationship. It's not about cross-dressing, and it's certainly not an indication that you're homosexual."
She looked at me seriously and I nodded for her to continue.
"Panties simply reinforce that Collin is the alpha male in this relationship and you're the cuckold husband. They are a constant reminder that Collin is the leader in this relationship and you are the follower. He fucks me, not you."
Her fingers made quotations around 'alpha male' and she looked at me, gauging my reaction.
I honestly didn't know what to say in response. A part of me saw the logic in her argument, but a larger part was skeptical. Nicole picked up on that skepticism, because she leaned over and kissed me cheek, her fingers turning my jaw to face her.
"Honey. We want you to be a part of this relationship. It would be easy to exclude you, to act as if you don't matter; but neither of us wants that kind of relationship. It's unhealthy. Collin and I both want you to be an active participant in this new lifestyle."
She kissed me again.
"There's something you need to consider though Nick. Neither Collin, nor I have any experience with this kind of thing. Collin has spoken to a couple of his friends about it and they've given him some insight, but we're still newbies."
I nodded. "I guess we're all learning and experimenting."
"Yes Nick. That's it exactly. There's going to be some activities we like and some we don't. We just need to be sure and communicate with each other. Right now, Collin and I think it's important for everyone to clearly understand their roles and behave accordingly."
"So panties and a chastity belt for me."
"Yes baby. By the way, you look great in them." Nicole blushed and dropped her head, until her hair hid her face.
Her hands flipped her hair back and gave me a naughty smile.
"Nick. Seeing you in panties actually turns me on baby....A lot.
"Really?" I laughed a little. "Honestly, I thought it would do the opposite. I still worry that you'll lose respect for me."
I got another hug as Nicole wrapped her arms around me tightly, kissing my neck and mussing my hair.
"Stop it Nick." She ran her hands slowly over my chastity belt and the soft fabric of the panties I was wearing. "It turns me on baby and I will never lose respect for you."
She leaned against me and whispered in my ear.
"Y'know, I never told you about Saturday night." Her hot breath gave me goose bumps and sent erotic little shivers down my spine. "Want me to tell you now?"
"Can I take off my chastity belt?"
"No baby. Your little penis needs to stay locked up and covered with panties."
She breathed slowly into my ear, while running her hands over the chastity belt softly. My cock of course decided it liked her tone of voice and started to expand quickly. I shifted as the chastity belt started to pull against my scrotum.
"Mmmmm. I think my little cucky wants to hear more though, don't you?"
My mouth was completely dry and I managed a slight nod. Nicole gave a little laugh and I felt her breath against my neck. A sharp pain jolted through me, as she gave my ear a little bite, which she knew drove me insane.
"Collin is such a gentleman baby, he took me shopping and you know how much I love to shop. It wasn't all about me though, because I insisted that we do some shopping for his new house as well."
"Anyway, Collin insisted on buying me all these sexy, slinky dresses that really show off my figure. He said he expects his woman to look good on his arm."
The chastity belt was pulling stronger now, as my cock was straining against it. I took long, slow deep breaths and dug my finger nails into my palm. The deep breaths and pain helped me manage my arousal.
"We finally finished shopping and went back to the hotel. I pushed Collin back on the bed and made him watch, while I modeled all the lingerie and sexy dresses he bought for me." She laughed. "He wanted to fuck me right there, but this hotwife wanted to wait." Nicole pointed to her chest.
"I'll bet he didn't like that at all." I finally managed a full sentence.
"He hated it." She laughed lightly. I knew he wanted to throw me on the bed, take me and use me."
Nicole's hand stroked my thigh softly and she looked up at me.
"Can you imagine that Nick? Seeing Collin rip my clothes off, bend me over the bed and fuck me senseless?"
"Yes. I can imagine it."
"Do you like imagining Collin and me together baby? Is that good for you?"
I hesitated, supremely embarrassed, but I wanted to be honest with her.
"Yes Nicole. My imagination runs wild with thoughts of you and Collin together. It's like a little movie theater."
"Good. You'll love this then Nick."
She kissed my neck a little.
"We went to dinner and met up with some of Collin's friends." She laughed. "Actually they were his former clients. They talked to him about moving back to him when he gets his business up and running. Anyway, dinner was great and we all had a great time."
"Hmmm. It was, but you haven't heard the best part yet."
Nicole giggled and shook her head.
"We all went to a club that was hosting a private party going on for the athletes. I had so much fun. Hunky, athletic guys were everywhere and then some NBA cheerleaders joined our group as well. Alcohol started flowing and people were buying shots. I had lots of fun."
"I stayed next to Collin at first, but he told me to dance with whoever asked me, until he told me otherwise." She pulled back and looked at me shyly. "I danced my ass off Nick. I didn't sit down for the first hour. Most of the guys who asked me to dance were black and their bodies were so damn nice. I danced with one guy a lot and he was sooooo gorgeous. Tall, dark and handsome doesn't begin to describe him baby. He's a basketball player and his body was lean, but still muscular. His arms went on forever and I loved how they wrapped around me as we danced. His name is Thomas and I just kept staring at him." She giggled. "He told me the team he played for, but I can't remember anything but his smile and the feel of his arms."
"Thomas is a little shy and you know I like that in a man. He was also funny and he had this goatee that made him look a little dangerous." She fanned her hand in front of her face. "Whew, he was hot, hot, hot."
"Take it easy there." I joked. "Don't over heat."
"Yea. He was special, that's for sure." Nicole looked at me and smiled shyly. "I'm not sure I should tell you this next part though."
"What? Why?" My heartbeat kicked into a higher gear.
"It's well...it's complicated, but exciting." Nicole covered her face with her hand. "Ugh, this is embarrassing for me." She said finally.
"C'mon Nicole. No secrets."
"I know Nick. It's just that we didn't have a chance to discuss this beforehand and I kind of got carried away."
I didn't like the sound of that at all. "Oh shit."
Nicole giggled. "It's not what you're thinking Nick." She patted my chest. "Just listen little cuckie."
I nodded dumbly and she continued.
"Anyway." She smiled at me and winked. "Just when I finally got a chance to sit down and rest a little; this gorgeous brunette sits down next to me an introduces herself"
Nicole moved back and lay on her side, facing me and smiled shyly.
"At first I thought she was interested in Collin, but she ignored him almost entirely. We talked for a while, before she asked me to dance."
Nicole blushed a little and gripped the blanket tightly.
"God Nick. I felt so sexy dancing with her, our bodies were touching the entire time and she ran her hands over me while we danced. I loved the soft, sensuous and completely sexy she touched me."
I just looked at Nicole dumbly for a second. I hadn't anticipated anything like this happening. My mouth was completely dry and I had to swallow a few times, before I could respond.
"Sounds pretty awesome." I croaked.
"It was and we got a round of applause when we got back to our section of the club. Collin smiled and nodded discretely to me, as her and I got back and sat back down. I took that as approval from him and then he wandered off to talk with some of the guys. He told me later that he wanted to give us some privacy."
Nicole was silent for a minute. The direction of her thoughts was obvious and her tongue ran along her lips slowly. She shook her head abruptly and came back out of her trance. She looked over at me steadily.
"Her name is Cynthia and she's a pharmaceutical sales rep. She used to be a cheerleader and she still gets invited out to the parties." Nicole paused. "She's really nice Nick and we instantly clicked together. She's single, a little younger than me, but only by a few years and she just finished her Master's Degree."
"She sounds nice honey." I said.
"Hmmm. She is very nice. Cynthia kept running her hands over my thigh and arm, but I didn't mind." Nicole laughed and covered her face with her hand for a second. "I actually really liked it."
She looked over at me abruptly. "Does that make me a bad person baby?"
"What?" I laughed. "No. Why would you think that?"
"Well, here I have a great husband, a sexy boyfriend and now I'm going crazy over this girl. What's wrong with me?"
"Nicole, nothing's wrong with you baby." I squeezed her hand affectionately. "Honey, it's ok if you want to explore this part of you. I'm ok with it and I'm sure Collin will be too." I leaned forward and leered at her lustfully and laughed a little. "We're guy's baby, we'd love to see you take this further."
Nicole punched me in the arm lightly, but I saw relief in her eyes. She really was worried and my acceptance meant a lot to her. Truthfully, I was a lot more comfortable with Nicole being with a woman. I didn't perceive another woman as a threat to our marriage. She winked at me and continued.
"We went out to dance a few more times. She's a great dancer, by the way, did I mention that?"
"Yea, I think you did." I added dryly.
Nicole cleared her voice abruptly.
"Cynthia gave me her card, with her cell phone on the back and asked me to call her the next time I was in town." She looked over at me carefully.
"Nick, I definitely want to see her again. Are you sure it's ok?"
"Yes baby, I'm sure."
A thought occurred to me and before I thought it over, I just blurted it out. That's not normally my personality, but I guess the thought of Nicole with another woman was too exciting.
"Nicole, why don't you invite her to Collin's party this weekend? I don't mind paying for the airfare and hotel, if you really want to see her again."